Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
The Wolves… are Eternal †
Hear the howling… As the light falls and darkness paints the sky in black. A cold Moon shines and the red somber eyes awake… the forest whispers… Oh! Whispers my unholy name, from a frozen Mist I rise, I, Wolf, rise! And my brothers will attack under this blood sign…
Wolves from the fog will join in a nocturnal operetta, when the wind sounds bohemia and the trumpets loud bacanal. Oh! Fausts and ninfs the joy of Nahima, Mistress of the Sabbath.
Soon we’ll be embraced by our father – the one with horns. Satan is rejoicing in pleasure destroying the shapes of flesh.
… And once again from the fog, with horns on head came the Wolf carrying in is shoulder the sacrifice, a beauty to this Walpurgis Eve.
As, to the somber image of our God, the Wolf with Horns I walk!
Wolves From The Fog by Moonspell
Dedicated to my good friend S.F. – The heart and soul of this blog
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Forever Wolves From The Fog
My mental horizons have expanded beyond anything
I've ever imagined and thought possible. Thank-You
To my blogging partner who made this all possible.
He is a extraordinary person, whom I'm lucky to know
Now to the order of business
She has sharp teeth, pulling me down! Wow, surprise!
How should i act? should i care? or should i lie?
I'm convinced that alcohol is my friend is that bad?
Here's my two cents my friends. I've been fucked
For too long and for too many years but not how you think
I've known LOTS of people in fact, I've always been...
That guy to bend over backwards for everybody! WHY?
I'll tell you why, acting like Obama get you votes...
There are those who will respect but others pretend..
Hiding pretentious jealously and wanting to extract
Take away any part of you that they can to benefit
These belligerent morons have no clue what has hit them
Now i couldn't be anymore the same now could i? NO!
I am now crowned the bad guy, a menace to society...
What load of a donkey diarrhea. Seriously motherfuckers
You took what you could, the story is long and lame
I'd rather forget that, the queen bitch i loved to hate
The entire year of 2008, a rearranged facade of mistakes
Leading me to what is now blissful rage and non-nonchalant
Attitude towards everything and everyone!
I don't care if this doesn't make sense, It's not fucking
Supposed to... I've had one too many Heinekens...
"I dream too much.
I think too much.
I Step too much.
Those thing too much.
I am too much.
I'm pissed too much.
I need too much.
I'm not one to trust."
Deftones - RICKETS
Saturday, November 8, 2008
The Verdict
Ever so distant is the face that ever eludes me now
Nothing is what it seems to be anymore and that's true
In the cabin of my deepest thoughts rots memories....
An endless parade of intertwined moments in time long gone
I forever hold that period in my life as my self destruction
To know your alive and well only feeds my suffering....
Take all your energy and burn the image with sulfuric acid
Until only the rancid smell floats away along with it all
These current symptoms always attack with constant pressure
I thought I could have you In visual contact but I was wrong
There is no rectification to be had here... back you go
Down to the depths from which you were stored, you remain
There Is no other solution my own well being is at stake
My small request to god or the devil himself is just one...
Might all the torment and agony be worth the trial and fight
I want nothing to do with you and a few others for good
What have I become you wonder? - what I should of been...
5 years ago.
Monday, November 3, 2008
Lines of...
What he thinks about is only her
The constant anticipation that we may talk
Constantly running through his mind...
The minor occurrences of other things in his life
Don't seem to matter, people dropping like flies
His only mission is to accomplish the objective
He'll do anything it takes, god placed this for me
He is no longer what people lead to believe
A bad guy in the eyes of many for reasons unknown
If he could just reach out and see you
The reality is so far off into distance
He'd not holding back what the outsiders now see
Inside he still holds the capacity for love
He sets off into the nights sleep hoping
Battle Axe
Still making believe that you aren't at all crazy
And if you don't believe I think you should
You make me so proud
Still you love to think you have always been this way... but you're all wrong
And you only sleep when you've lost cause
Well I still believe that the cause was always me
And if you don't believe I think you should
You make me so proud
Still you love to think you have always been this way
Well I'd love to think you will someday feel the same
And you love to think it will always...always...
If you still believe it wil always be this way... well you're all wrong
-Deftones
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Soundtrack to my life
Everday
Everymorning
Everynight
It never gets old... every guitar riff, every note, every melody is epic
I rocked into the age of 26 with Hexagram
When Chino sings... he says fuck you, to you for me 1 million times
So fuck you bitch, god damn waste of time... (certain guys be bitches too)
Everybody knows this is nowhere
The past is steadily behind him forward in his approach
Never more stable in his decisions finally a solution
The waves of confusion regarding her attitude whimper
Cold breeze across the face only reminds him to care less
He wonders why in her mind she chooses to play victim
In his mind he makes a connection, She has lost cause
Now sleeping soundly, the message is clear on intention
The fact she won't speak to those who believe she lies
The escape is profound, It has no effect on him at all
The notion that things should be moving slowly is good
Or is it? he sits around waiting for feedback finding nothing
He keeps a few thoughts flowing through his mind:
There are those that are more than than they appear to be
Never jump the gun
Never conclude on a final judgment
Always maintain a open mind
His patience flows infinitely
Scattered negativity chooses its spots
Each day brings him a new balance
But tonight I feel like more....
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