Thursday, December 25, 2008

Repeat NATAS poem late entry I

I feel the nerves twitch inside my body
Hate has taken a hold of my heart
There is no remorse or mercy left in me
Hate has taken a hold of my heart
I look into my foes eyes and wish nothing but the worst
Hate has taken a hold of my heart
Memories from the past still sting the same
Hate has taken a hold of my heart
The very sight of you makes my veins turn cold
Hate has taken a hold of my heart
I wish you nothing but the worst
Hate has taken a hold of my heart

In Search of Wife



Ohhh she wants me ;) lol

Merry Xmas, Sincerly The Grinch

First of all I'd like to wish everyone (well not everyone lol) a happy holiday season this year. After a while of not posting (been hella busy) I'm not even going to get poetic on this shit.

The year as a whole has been quite interesting and at the same time a total piss off. Its interesting to note that during my time off now on holiday break from school i get news of more bullshit being said by the so called general manager of my former street ball hockey team. Seriously, snitches turned to fags. Tony eat a dick.

This night oh MY OH MY i get invited to guess where a xmas eve party... and guess who showed up to remind me what diarrhea on a human face looks like... serious (vomit) my X who else right?

In normal fashion(myself) ignores the whole corner where the family sits, i turn down seeing a baby who's the X's sisters... LOL flat out cold hearted shit. Don't get me wrong my beef is based on my grudge and dislike... Nothing more nothing less

Will i change? I dunno should I? Some say i've dragged it on too long and the beef is silly.

Silly my dick, Upinsmoke don't give a fuck. Bleed bitches.

Merry Christmas :) haha

Monday, December 8, 2008

Love Lockdown

She embodies what i never have felt before
The true essence of her spirit and mind flow
I can only wonder, as each word shakes my core
The endless distance only makes me more persistent
I really can't tell what the future holds for us
Riding on a plane of uncertainty i remain resilient
With every spoken word, I'm slowly dying to know more
You reveal yourself in seldom ways making me fall
After such a tremendously tragic year i tore
Each piece separated into infinity with me grasping
Trying to catch what meaning i can from this insanity
And when i think i found the answer I'm only lasting
Trying to take on each day hoping for what i look for
Is actually in gods plans for an everlasting finding
I conjure each of these thoughts in my mind ever present
Hoping you will come around and give me a chance
Heal the torn soul, I will make it worth your time
This i promise and if not forever lay in a dark trance
Let the spirits assist.
Out.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Descent

A great gift of the ancient mountain
In the earth and the water
In the well of darkness I found truth
My story of birth came true

Thirty days and thirty nights
I climbed towards the depths of the earth
The horn-clad one walked solemnly
One that has tasted the truth and become cleansed

I saw the path of the sun and the moon
I saw the path of truth, so lonely
A rune foretold war and horrors
A rune told me of blood and rage