Just a stupid quotation...

" It's the dawn of a new morning at the Mountains of Silver and I would rather live in the ice than in the middle of the modern virtue and other southern winds."

Friedrich Nietzsche

The Death Of Love

"Her penultimate sighs caught softly on the kindling wind... Her saintly eyes filling with tears lifting with truth and then a golden flash like the onset of heaven leaving her screams breaking my heart and in the grip of fire I knew of the death of love..."

 

The Death Of Love by Cradle Of Filth

Mist

Staring this clear dark sky night,
Thoughts are making steps into the black light.
Walk through empty Streets, feeling what I felt before;
Wonder is there more?

Catching the line to a place in my mind,
Catching the time that I cannot find!

Go, go…Run, run …!

Follow the footsteps into what draws you inside out
Where memories and screams are more than dreams
Is there some other place to begin?

Glowing Soul

Now that you're awake
Everything seems different
I look around
But there's nothing at all
Put on my shoes, I then find that
She is still in her pajamas
Then found in a dream
I'm hung by (an) anticlimax
She is with the sun
And it's out here
But where are you...
Go on a journey
And roam the streets
Can't see the way out
And so use the stars
She sits for eternity
And then climbs out
She's the glowing sun
So come out
I awake from a nightmare
My heart is beating
Out of control…
I've become so used to this craziness
That it's now compulsory
And here you are...
I'm feeling...
And here you are,
Glowing soul...
And here you are...

A Good Start

Bright hopes come true
As we walk downtown
Smiling and laughing
As friendship and exhaustion collide
We celebrate
A two year wait
A distant dream is born
We eat and drink ourselves full
And pay up
With all we have for the day
We sit down excited
Listen to ourselves play the music
No one seems to listen
This is completely different
We lived in another world
Where we were never invisible
A few days later
We speak again
But it didn't sound good
We were all in agreement
In agreement about most things
We’ll do better next time
This is a good start...

Sleepwalkers

I'm here again
Inside you
It's so good staying here
But I stay a short while
I float around in underwater hibernation
In a hotel connected to the electricity board and
nourishing...

But the wait makes me uneasy - I kick the fragility away
And Shout - I have to go - Help!

I explode out and the peace is gone
Bathed in new light
I cry and I cry - Disconnected
A ruined brain put on breasts
And fed by sleepwalkers

New Batteries

Barbwire stapled in my bleeding mouth
Locked in a cage
Naked animals beat me
A liberator knocks
An untamed inserts new batteries
And charges once again
We set off
Into the unknown
Until we destroy everything and are dominant
Once again
Once again in the back where we ride
The barbwire returns
In my mouth, ripping up an old healed wound
My soul has grown rusty
The electricity is gone
I want to cut
And slice myself to death,
But daren't risk it.
Instead I turn myself off,
Alone again.

hot like lava

whoa whats this, turning a new leaf? stay tuned... this could be a fun winter

Gnarls Barkley - "Who's Gonna Save My Soul?"

I found this video today... i found it kinda... interesting...

dark cloud

Remember that time when we used to talk
You used to confide in me and tell me things
Now that's all been taken away and why
Do you really think i was made of stone?
But fast forward now, wheres the dark cloud hang?
It could be over me but only b/c of how i am
I don't really care what the outcome is
I hold onto 'things' like a chemical bond
Torn from wasted time and whats worse is
My brain occupies too much space with shit
Shit that should be erased and rewritten
That is not how reality works what i wish
Is not really ever going to happen so fuck it

I want to touch on another subject but w/e
To keep it short, fuck adding everyone to FBook
Past idiots infiltrate and for what? a glimpse?
No need to elaborate further I've made my point

Suppose we really do never talk normally again
I'd just like to say that your heartless ways
Need not apply here therefore your shock over me
Not wanting to resume friendship is ridiculous
Go on, think your better. Give it more time
I know my jabs at you were sharp and insulting
Was it true? your bet your ass it was
So when i see you online doing god knows what
I always remember and that memory is distracting

Cold winter is entering hopefully to freeze
All thoughts to put on hold, waiting for spring
Thaw out and enjoy the hard work i've put in lately
In all my endeavors, running my own life how i wish
Not in accordance to anyone or anything, just me
Under rebuilding process:
Signing off.

Memories and Addictions... Now I Am Reborn!

Sometimes I look myself in the mirror and I keep thinking : "What a fuck have you done with your life so far?" . Well... it's kind of true... I always tought I lived my live to the max (and I did ! ) but I never accomplished anything. For the past 10 years I was always one of those people that belonged to the "cool people" group, I made fun of the nerds and geeks, acted like an ass most of times, but that was what I was supposed to do to "fit in" and be popular around the hot girls. Can you blame for that? Yeah right... like you wouldn't do the same. The truth is that now, 10 years passed, I don't even talk to those so-called "cool people", and some of the nerds i was always making fun are now my true friends. I guess we all learn from our mistakes right? Like my grandfather used to say : " To learn how to walk... you need to fall many times." .

I laugh like Hell when I think about the so many times people said to me this Summer : " You don't know how to have fun anymore, you need to get drunk to have fun.". It's funny at the beginning, but after a few months I just think about it, and the only thing that comes to my mind is: "What have I been doing all my life? ". And the winner answer is: NOTHING ! Absolutely nothing! What a complete waste of time, that's why now I'm decided to change all that. I'm starting a new chapter in my life, probably the one that i was supposed to star a few years ago, but it's never too late.

So, to finish all this crap because I'm already sick and tired of writing so much bullshit, I'm proud to say that all my negativity is gone, I'm a new person now, I started a new wave of positive attitude towards life.

 

Memories and addictions are gone...

Now... I Am

REBORN !

this is it the truth unveiled
death to you and me
no more rage
this was not my fault
who wouldn't take no for an answer
was it me? mind trapped in a vault
knock on it gently who's there
the fairy godmother of fucking bullshit
there you have it, i'll maintain
my escape from misery saved my life
exodus

Cold

Brief tales of sorrow exploited
The caring nurturing part of me
Adorned while its absence felt
Now gone, its presence buried
Tears flow catching an open flame
Closed off, knife infliction
Feel the void, let it burn
Walk inside the mouth of despair

message not

stale silence exists cutting the air
no modest greeting only bitter reminders
reasons unknown to why i even bother
planting the killer seed in myself
playing with a time bomb just waiting
eternal silence is all i hear
its all i see its all i experience
everyday the same games my mind mocks
programmed to do what i do not want
until the brain snaps oh it will break
time is running out, i can see it
growing out of this, its dying slowly
the door is almost shut on you
so scramble in your net blindfolded
after all its what lead you here....

Negative? who me? nooooo....

Fuck the following types of people:

Ones who brag: They come out of nowhere and flash there achievements like i give a fuck

Ones who are full of self pity when they are the ones to blame for there hideous behavior... i say FUCK YOURSELF

Ones with no compassion... lol a little ironic, don't you think?

Ones who like to use others for there own advantage or take MY trust and use it against me in some mentally inexcusable manner. Seriously... Hand me a impact wrench and let me reverse drill your fucking eyes out PLEASE.

Moving on...

Always the same shit...

You like attention
It proves to you you're alive
Stop parading your angles
Confused? You'll know when you're ripe

Sick Of Life

Paralyzed
Nothing's getting through to me
Hypnotized from all my surroundings
I wanna be something I could never be
I wanna say things that I could never say

Yeah, I'm gonna do it again
I'm gonna do it again
I'm gonna do it again

Sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life

Dragged down
Rubbing my face in the ground
No time for the undecided
I wanna know why I've always felt alone
And I wanna love
Why am I untouchable?

Yeah, I'm gonna do it again
I'm gonna do it again
I'm gonna do it again

Sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life

I never wanted to be sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life

Sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life
I never wanted to be sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life

-godsmack