Sometimes I look myself in the mirror and I keep thinking : "What a fuck have you done with your life so far?" . Well... it's kind of true... I always tought I lived my live to the max (and I did ! ) but I never accomplished anything. For the past 10 years I was always one of those people that belonged to the "cool people" group, I made fun of the nerds and geeks, acted like an ass most of times, but that was what I was supposed to do to "fit in" and be popular around the hot girls. Can you blame for that? Yeah right... like you wouldn't do the same. The truth is that now, 10 years passed, I don't even talk to those so-called "cool people", and some of the nerds i was always making fun are now my true friends. I guess we all learn from our mistakes right? Like my grandfather used to say : " To learn how to walk... you need to fall many times." .
I laugh like Hell when I think about the so many times people said to me this Summer : " You don't know how to have fun anymore, you need to get drunk to have fun.". It's funny at the beginning, but after a few months I just think about it, and the only thing that comes to my mind is: "What have I been doing all my life? ". And the winner answer is: NOTHING ! Absolutely nothing! What a complete waste of time, that's why now I'm decided to change all that. I'm starting a new chapter in my life, probably the one that i was supposed to star a few years ago, but it's never too late.
So, to finish all this crap because I'm already sick and tired of writing so much bullshit, I'm proud to say that all my negativity is gone, I'm a new person now, I started a new wave of positive attitude towards life.
Memories and addictions are gone...
Now... I Am
REBORN !
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