dark cloud

Remember that time when we used to talk
You used to confide in me and tell me things
Now that's all been taken away and why
Do you really think i was made of stone?
But fast forward now, wheres the dark cloud hang?
It could be over me but only b/c of how i am
I don't really care what the outcome is
I hold onto 'things' like a chemical bond
Torn from wasted time and whats worse is
My brain occupies too much space with shit
Shit that should be erased and rewritten
That is not how reality works what i wish
Is not really ever going to happen so fuck it

I want to touch on another subject but w/e
To keep it short, fuck adding everyone to FBook
Past idiots infiltrate and for what? a glimpse?
No need to elaborate further I've made my point

Suppose we really do never talk normally again
I'd just like to say that your heartless ways
Need not apply here therefore your shock over me
Not wanting to resume friendship is ridiculous
Go on, think your better. Give it more time
I know my jabs at you were sharp and insulting
Was it true? your bet your ass it was
So when i see you online doing god knows what
I always remember and that memory is distracting

Cold winter is entering hopefully to freeze
All thoughts to put on hold, waiting for spring
Thaw out and enjoy the hard work i've put in lately
In all my endeavors, running my own life how i wish
Not in accordance to anyone or anything, just me
Under rebuilding process:
Signing off.