Brain and Pain Plus Rain

He pops in the ear bud he rests back and closes his eyes
It's mid July, his mind twirls with never ending thoughts
He knows eventually the insanity will take hold and win
He battles but enjoys the tyranny of the mental abuse
Its transforming him, changing him, molding him, teaching him
All resent and regret blast out the speakers at high volume
The metal guitar he focuses on each string as the artist plays
His favorite singer Chino blasts his vocals it only reminds him
It reminds him all the pain it echoes throughout the black sky
Into a black hole goes his mind, deep below the ocean floors
There is no light, none at all, he sees nothing but death and black
Satan provides a resolution a dark path of success which he must follow
He sells his soul. Few understand what happened but he remains somewhat
The same, people unaware of the monster that awaits so he warns his enemies
They naturally back away and he has to do nothing, they fear and crumble
Louder he cranks the volume and it shakes his soul. Heavy metal was his speech
To the darkness. Travel a few months down the road he awakens back to hardcore rap and feels the rush of the ignorant arrogance of the lyrics he enjoyed as a young
teenager. Reminded him of all the shit and places he's been he feels replenished.
What more can he say, once a broken mind now combined to alternate between both worlds with ultra resolve in all actions. He seeks for happiness but its only a loophole that is not what was promised. He knows he is cursed for the rest of his life. Its not his destiny to love, love is not a subject in which his mind now understands. Its only resolve for peace within himself and the spirits that operate the inner workings of his mind so delicately. Various forces in his life now direct him and until everything is dust the change that let my inner most being set loose was the biggest blessing covered in blood. Say goodbye he said as he repeated every word from Chino's lyrics. Eyes closed there was no return now, the hate was so immense that it felt good, it protruded through his body and extended throughout his energy and it was all directed at other energies that were conflicting and thus the rearrangement began. I strongly believe it was so powerful the aftershocks are still being felt. This is not a fabrication of my mind i can feel it. Its everywhere...

Cheers to my companions, my loyalty is undying. Goodnight.